I don't know why I'm being so emo today.
I really don't know.
Thinking bout what I've been through.
It's sad.
Dah lah aku nak nanges dgn Adib smlm.
Nabil pun samaa jeaaa
nak buat aku nanges tgh2 malam.
hmm.
suddenly I felt like,
I want to have a dad that stays with me.
sometimes, when I watched English movie,
their dad are like very caring.
he will kiss them on the forehead
before going to bed.
ive never been in that situation.
daddy never stays with me.
there's this one time,
when mummy went out of town,
then i had to stay at dad's place.
i felt that i am loved.
dad's there and my stepmum's there too.
it's like a complete family.
dinner together breakfast together.
and when I wake up,
I can see that dad is in the house.
It made me wanna cry u know,
why did dad left us in the first place,
then my step mum told me that
dad loves us damn much
and he cried when he had to leave us when i was 6.
i can still remember,
im inside the house,
and he's outside the house
this is when they divorced.
i saw dad crying.
and i can't stand seeing him crying.
so i cried aswell.
but if he loves us,
why did he leave us?
i can't still figure out the answer.
and what's worse. is that
im crying while writing this now.
omg. please stop.
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